I seek companionship constantly.

Not necessarily romantic companionship, just kindred spirits, people so similar to me that I can share my whole life with them without feeling embarrassed or ashamed of anything that I care about or do.

Unfortunately, all of my closest friends have other people in their lives that are closer than I am. It makes me feel alone sometimes. Sometimes I just want a relationship so I can have someone that close all the time. But on the other hand I know what I want in a relationship so I can't settle for just anything. And there will always be a part of me that screams how I'm better off on my own, that keeping people at arms length is far more safe and wise than letting myself fall for anyone ever again. Fortunately, its rare that that thought overwhelms my desire for someone to share life with.

Someday.